new year  = new journal.

add wiresandwavesss if you care.

i'm sick of trying so hard to be your friend. it makes me so upset that i put so much effort into this shit and you don't. you're fucking lame and too cool for everything and everyone. you...i don't like you ( Read more... )

yesterday: party. friends. music. dancing. food. hakkisack. stoners. dresses. punching. funfunfun.

today: falling.

so i'm really fucking sick of almost everyone i know except maybe 3 people. you're probably one of them. just fuck. everyone says things at the wrong times and you have to be a complete idiot not to get it. i hate how no one listens anymore because they are too busy doing other dumb stuff that they shouldn't be doing in the first place. people ( Read more... )

this basically sums up today.


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aulophobia - fear of flutes.

hahahahahahaha that's so cool.

ps. click. its my fotki.

i looked up josh young's number today. i'm crying. i want to scream. i miss him so much. i know he moved 4 years ago but it still bothers me that he's gone. i can't even explain it but it is such a disturbing feeling. i know what people mean when they say that part of them is missing. because i mean it so literally. he was my best friend and he's ( Read more... )

if my life was put on to paper, i wonder what the theme would be.

yesterday was one of the most awkward fucking nights of my life and i hated every second of it ( Read more... )

today when i was sitting on the bus i was just looking at all the younger kids. and i was thinking about how they still have so much to experience. things i have already done. a lot of which i can't go back and do again because that part of my life is over. they will have time to choose who they want to be, what people see them as. formulate their ( Read more... )