There is (probably) at least one person on your friends list that wants to f**k the hell out of you ( Read more... )

To my loneliness, my heartbreak and the worst and most difficult thing I've ever had to do. Or maybe the best..who knows how it will all turn out... But a year later, not much has changed, and I've yet to see any positive (rather than neutral) things come of it. They say good things will come.....I keep waiting.

So, as some of you already know, my ass is being audited by the IRS with the focus on self-employment/small business section. Which tells me that the bastards are going after the stipend of $900 that I received for PROMYS at Boston University, may they never have a day's luck with it....but they'll likely try to pick up on other stuff too because I ( Read more... )

So frankly, I don't think I have any good reasons to go to Arisia this year. Just...none at all. And all the reasons not to--like....for starters....I CAN"T AFFORD IT! And for others, all the drama and the crap this year has caused me to want to avoid most of the people there to the best of my ability. So....if anyone's got any good reasons for me ( Read more... )

I guess I'm in a very self-pitying mood today, but I just don't understand...why me? What horrible things do I do to constantly get fucked over in some of the worst ways possible? What did I do to deserve this? Why does everyone, who earns my trust, have to break it and make me regret ever meeting them? What is going on ( Read more... )

If there is someone that you miss dearly, for any reason, post this exact sentence in your journal.

I have virtually no plans for next week. If anyone has the time and would like to drag me out/hang out with me, please post/call/e-mail/something...
Thanks.

It's been almost a week at this point. I don't know how I'm getting through....I have good friends that periodically hang out with me, and that's a good thing, but it's difficult on them....I know how draining it is to be around someone who's depressed and negative and losing faith in anything and everything. There's this horrible sense of loss ( Read more... )

It's the funniest thing, after my two cats have wrestled on my bed yet again, to have my eldest come up to me, sit right in front of me, roll her eyes and sigh. (Yes, with *that* expression).

Please.....
Give me something....