Well, I actually got tickets to go see Placebo with Nick and Justin. Can't wait to see what they sound like live. I've really been digging the new album. I've been listening to so much metal that they are a good break for when I need something else. It's going to be a great time indeed. I like going to the city and NOT working. haha ( Read more... )

Nothing has been going on in a sense that I would have anything remotely astonishing to share. I'm finishing the Wolfhollow EP tomorrow with the recording of the last song "Within Mourning". A song that literally came to me on a spur of the moment deal and those are the best. Just me, my acoustic guitar and my keyboard. Then "The Ossuary" will be ( Read more... )

I can see through you ( Read more... )

Lately, my wish has been to be transported in time to the 80's. I'd totally be a fucking 80's goth chick. 80's goth chicks rock my world. I'd have black messy hair, heavy make-up, lots of dangly jewelery, a huge bag purse to hold my goth necessities (:p), I'd hang out with fellow goth chicks and we would do each others' hair, kiss hello and good- ( Read more... )

UGH!! Today is the first day I've been able to function and I must admit, not very well. I've had the worst summer head cold one could ever have paired with homesickness. Maybe that's why I'm always sick up here. Immune system failing me because I want to be home. I have taken care of MYSELF this time around in this sickness. It's been upsetting in ( Read more... )

Last weekend was awesome. I visited Nick and met his new girlfriend (so cool, she has all kinds of cats tattooed on her!! *love*). We went to their lakehouse and it was a nice getaway from this shit town. We all did a lot of walking in the woods and night-swimming. We sat with Nick's parents and grandparent's and we looked through his grandfather's ( Read more... )

Today was great except for the fact that a panic attack came out of nowhere. Of course that's how they work anyway...sneaky bastards. Bit me in the ass, caused a headache from hell, and it ended with a phone call to my dad and him telling me what I already knew; but, making everything better because I knew I was understood and knew that his wisdom ( Read more... )

Tuesday I went to the doc to get my yearly exam. Fun, fun. I have found that I am slightly overweight, my BMI is 28 and should be 21, and I'm at risk for diabetes. I was put on a 1600 calorie diet and I was prescribed Prozac which I don't feel I need and I'm not taking. I have occasional panic attacks and the only reason I brought this up is ( Read more... )

So, like the rape crisis center stood me up. What the fuck kind of crisis center dicks someone over? Not very trusting, huh? I'm waiting through tomorrow and then I'm calling them to let them know that my problem has amplified thanks to them and I will now kill myself. Fuck them. Fuck everyone. I'm so tired of bullshit. What happened to me being a ( Read more... )

I want beer. I'm fiending for beer. So, what do I do? Say, "Fuck you" to my diet and indulge for a bit or ignore it? Ryan, help me on this one ( Read more... )