I'm so fucking tired. I'm having fun at my job, still looking for a place to live. I think that the apartment I found a block from mom and dad's may be the one seeing as they allow pets, it's in my price range, and it's two bedroom. Now the question is, is it run down and shitty? Probably not if the apartments are always rented out, but then again ( Read more... )

I wrote the ultimate metal blog on Myspace only for it to be ripped to shreds by this 16 year old bitch who doesn't even listen to metal. I cover my thoughts on a few things and sexism in the genre is one of them. She picks that to counter me with, taking everything I say out of context. Just shut the fuck up if you have no idea what you're talking ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. I don't even know if I'm working today or not. If so, cool. I'm so happy to be back home, and happy with my new/old job. It was something that I missed and wanted back and now I have it. I'm away from the bullshit and I'm so happy ( Read more... )

I am employed again FINALLY ( Read more... )

So, I'm in Kentucky now. Missing my cats, missing my music and gearing up for my job-hunting ( Read more... )

The trip to Kentucky was awesome. I didn't get to visit as many people as I wanted because I had a weird headache for two straight days, leaving me tired and not wanting to get out in the fucking sun. I did, however, make it to Witchcraft Rd. near "Wicked Woods" and the lyrics came to me in the car for the song of the same name, plus I was smoking ( Read more... )

I'm fucking proud of myself. I finally have a song with vocals. And I'm happy with it. What I was striving for was not to sound like myself and I've achieved that. Hell, I don't even sound human. I'm fucking ecstatic. I just uploaded the song on Myspace. If you guys wanna head over there "The Desolate One" and "Lachrymarum" are mine ( Read more... )

I'm going through the worst thing a writer can go through and that's regret. I must refuse myself of compromising myself to save a few feelings from being hurt. Hell, my feelings are always hurt and I put up with it. Time for me to be a selfish bitch and stand behind my words ( Read more... )

I'm not fishing for compliments and I'm not trying to play "the victim", but some things have been pissing me off and/or getting on my last fucking nerve. First off, I'm tired of being underestimated. I'm tired of a lot of people making me feel useless because I don't have a degree. No one has to say anything, they can just elude to it. One of my " ( Read more... )

friendless. in a time of need ( Read more... )