Ok well I have to get over something really quick, like in one day, I have to find a way to delete feelings I have for someone. .keep it caged that is what I said. it is hard to just drop your feelings in a day. but i am determined. one always wants to have what they cant right? well the test is tomorow. wish me luck!!

well i dont know what to do. i am in a dilemma that i cant share with anyone exept a select few. and if you are one of them than you know the dilemma. all i have to say is the situation is like a circle but has 3 corners. if i am true with myself then i will fuck things up like i usualy do. can anyone truly attain the unattainable (drunken nights ( Read more... )

life is good.i am happy where i am. alone in life and very content. i am at the correct weight (in my mind at least). i cut my hair about 3 wks ago. everything is great. i am glad that everyone has goten over all the bullshit. lets state some things. 1. patti is a good person and every single one of you needs to look at your selves before judging ( Read more... )

can we say HYPOCRITE ( Read more... )

i am kinda tired but i wanna type..... so here we go. today me and amanda (my girl friend) went to va beach to the oceanfront and the water was so freaking cold it felt like 30 dehrees but i still found a way to get sun-burnt. so i am in york town again spending the night with grace and mary and we are watching Highway with Jake Gyllenhaal, Jared ( Read more... )

howdy people. i am about to take my girl friend out to dinner to make it up to her for not seeing her last night, but she thinks that i am taking her to a friend of mines house to eat. i am taking her out to eat a chinease restaurant. well i am typing with the monitor off becaue she is sitting right beside me and wants to know what i am typing. so ( Read more... )

i have a great girl friend. she makes me feel so good and i love her so much.her name is amanda and she is the greatest thing in the world to me. she makes me feel like i am worth something and that is a hard thing to do a lot of the time. when i look into her eyes i can see the rest of my life with her. she is terrified of moths and i think that ( Read more... )

i just gota cookie. well my name is nick and i am 17 years old. i am spending the night with my friends mary and grace in york town. grace has the funniest laugh, when ever i hear it it makes me laugh. i have a lesbean mom and an jerk dad. i had a brother but he killed himself like 2 and 1/2 months ago. he had a baby, and he is my world. well i ( Read more... )