I know that I say this to you all the time, but I just wanted you to know that I love you so very much. You bring me so much happiness; at times, I even feel that I may burst into little pieces of happiness. Each day that we are away from eachother, just makes me want you even more.

A famous line from jerry mcguire :

"You complete me..."

Winter, 1998 ( Read more... )

A dying cherry tree, melted snow. The light turns green and a horn honks. And for an instant...

Tall. Dark. Long black cloak. Hidden face of darkness. Cold.

Death? Maybe?

Vanished. Poof. Gone.

A sign? Yes...?

Can death appear to you in front of a church?

Black against my skin, slender.

Eyeliner too thick, never smeared.

Chipped nail polish, broken.

Green eyes, glowing.

Coffee, cold and too sweet.

Sad love songs, aching.

Dried roses, bringing tears.

Blue smoke, drifting.

I pour a cup of coffee and the smell reminds me of you. It makes me miss you and I wish it wasn't such an insane hour of the morning or I would call you. I am sure that you are having a wonderful time with the family and I wish I could have gone with you. It has been six years since I have seen them and the holidays leave me aching for them ( Read more... )

S. - this one is for you...

" A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, and the key to sanity in a totally insane world."

Love you, hayati...

I feel that my world has turned upside down. No. Right side up. It's crazy and I still have to laugh at myself but I feel that I am only capable of thinking about you. Only you. Sure, I still have those random thoughts."Will I make it home in time to watch Buffy? I wish these walls were not so thin so that I could get some sleep. My ear is ringing ( Read more... )

I have fallen in love ( Read more... )

I read your letters today and they made me cry. For every tear there was an apology. What I wrote, I meant. But it is not you that I am angry at. It is the distance mixed in with all of my insecurities. How easily the distance makes me forget that you care. That you think of me. That you consider me a good friend. If only you could understand. I am ( Read more... )

Blue smoke ( Read more... )