draft #1 sent. now i'm nervous to see what he thinks. aaaaah i hate waiting for anything.

"professor jeckel asked why i shot the individual in my bathroom when the whole thing was only a psycho test. i replied, because i'm too old to argue. so i shoot. it's my only weapon against fatality."

i look at my itunes and it's like looking back on the past year. i feel like each song or band i downloaded has some tie to a certain person, a certain month, a certain feeling i had. so much has changed in my life in such a seemingly small span of time. i tend to measure it in relationships, in one night stands, in failed dates and freindships ( Read more... )

i don't have to love you now if i don't wish to ( Read more... )

i decided to get a netflix account. yay for sitting on my ass at home. i want netflix friends so i can find new movies to watch. i'm getting swoon on monday/teusday! and fassbinder and hiroshima mon amour! todd haynes ( Read more... )

oh man the gossip, erase errata & mika miko tickets go on sale on the 22nd! i'm so puuuuuuumped! i have money! i can go ( Read more... )

my throat is killing me. my glands are way swollen. i need to go to the doctor, hardcore, and i'm way serious. it hurts when i swallow and when i'm not swallowing my neck and jaw sort of ache. i'm taking my vitamins every day, getting lots of vitamin c, sleeping more than i have been sorta. i don't understand. all signs point to health, and ( Read more... )

this is frustrating. i just wish that saying that this is frustrating made it different. i have a headache.

i helped kim gordon at work today and it made me very uncomfortable. i think i might have scared her.

today, walking to pj's house on union to feed his thousands of rescued animals, 3 men shouted, in very startled tone, "she's a guy!" as i walked past them. further down the block, as i neared pj's house, an older puerto rican man leaned out of his second floor window to whistle and shout "WOMAN you look BEAUTIFUL today! LOOK AT YOU!" then shouted ( Read more... )