estrojam 2006 in Chicago. September 27/28-30. 50 bucks. leslie & the ly's, team dresch, nina hagen, jennifer finch from L7. workshops. ladies. art. film. come on.

i hate when people write about relationships like it's the end of the world. i regret my last entry because of this ( Read more... )

saturday, i went to the library to study for lsat's, went to the gym, and got ready to take a shower so me & the boy could go get dinner.

i get a phonecall from him at around 6. he says he is too busy with managing his band, too busy with work, can't be in a relationship with me anymore.

now new york is so fucking cold.

I turn 24.

time

fucking

flies.

i just wrote a long entry and somehow it got deleted, so all i'm going to say is this: when a large russian man with a camera (who refers to himself as Russian Photographer) and deli meat breath approaches you at a fancy event you're bartending, you should probably run....or watch him proceed to steal all the marschiano cherries from the garnish ( Read more... )

i'm in brooklyn. my apartment is lonely. the other three girls are away, and even if they don't like me, it's nice to know other people are around. i rode my bike yesterday, watched kids play basketball, joined the Y, and stopped in some polish markets ( Read more... )

wow. i am completely alone in this apartment search. it is difficult as fuck. here i come, craig's list.

Why do amazing women fall for guys who are so beneath them?

bartending the D12 show was fucking crazy. all sorts of underage kids with hats on sideways and athletic jersies up at the bar, trying to get me to sling them budweisers (pronounced "budwisah"). and it was all ages. all those dudes sang about were drugs and getting fucked up. there was a mom and dad with their little 9 year-old daughter at my ( Read more... )

I've been watching tv for the past 5 hours

now, i'm watching adult swim, and it makes me miss ally. i miss watching tv in her apartment, smoking cigarettes, and eating fake chicken, and reading trashy magazines.