SO as i sit here, i got a night of fun put behind me.

oh so fun.

or whatever man.

Be laid back more. This life is too pointless to be uptight. Why should you be the mood killer, just get some Apathy towards your problems. Trust me it makes the world of difference, It lets you just chill ( Read more... )

So, no one knows how you feel. The world that loves you seems to crash down upon you, and all you want is shit to be right, the person who loves you, and whom you love most, seems to be distant. But it also seems as if that person is trying to get closer, as if they've seen what's going on and are trying to make things better ( Read more... )

man...this is realism:

nobody fucking cares. Noone fucking cares about you, me, him, her, them, us...or anything.

noone gives a goddamn.

yet we pretend to love eachother.

god i ate 1/4 oz of shrooms tonight, and i was oh so high.

but now i'm oh so awake.

i spilled my guts to someone. and i meant every word i said.

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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yay honesty...

meh, i had something to say...but an internet e-friend may be calling...meh and i'm high...

Meh some of you may hate me for this, some of you may not ( Read more... )

some poems i wrote in camp...one really sucks.

Change for you...?Morbid feelings and a glass of hate/with three withered words/and three lies./You could never accept me for me/In my heart/ i've just died/I feel your hand take mine/ I never wanna let go/I told you who i was[and you never wanted me]/Change me slowly, i never want to be the same/I ( Read more... )

hmmm ( Read more... )

We bought 3/8's of shrooms and split it between 5 people(ya, i know but it's all we had ( Read more... )

Well on Saturday i broke three (3) Shroom cherries...Sam Josh and Jim....well it really wasn't josh's but it was his first time getting anything off of 'em.

oh it was fun...

Me and Sam connected like a mofo....it was odd, and we made wild discoveries....

i'll find my paper i wrote and send it back

Well....me and lara will never get back together i do believe she broke the deal with herself that she wouldn't go back to Matt ( Read more... )