Hmm

[venomouswhore]

Ya know. My opinions on people rarely change. Usually, once I am cool with someone, I stay that way. Even if they do lame shit, I tend to have a fairly large capacity in overlooking mistakes. I mean, it's not like I don't make any myself. And once someone is considered a close friend, that capacity gets even larger. It really takes a lot. Honest

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[allhailkush]

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[merlynspen]

Alright, dude.. what's the deal?
I have a vague idea I probably know what these semi-cryptic posts have been lately, but.. I'd like to confirm it.

[venomouswhore]

Eh, its vague because it refers to multiple situations. Im just a bitter jerk cause i keep failing to reconnect with people who were once close friends. Some go a little beyond that to actual hostility. Its pretty lame. I think im more pissed that i even give a shit then anything else. I think i realized that i have less friends then i thought, cause after losing a few i find i often have little to no social life, haha.

I usually only post that shit when drunk. When sober the idea of bringing my lame problem into an attention gathering forum makes me cringe.

[allhailkush]

I think that sounds like a painful situation to be in- both losing the friends and finding yourself alone. And I think it's a very psychologically healing thing to be able to express how you're feeling and want to receive empathy from others around you. Maybe your drunken self knows what you need, but your sober self imposes too many rules on yourself to take actions for your own benefit.

I'm here if you ever want to talk. If you keep up with my journal- you probably know that I've been going through a lot of the same things lately.

[merlynspen]

I bet this sort of conversation would work better in real life or AIM, and not in a threaded post format, but whatever.

I think that friendships have a lot of ebbs and flows in closeness, and one of the first crucial things to maintaining friendships is to be aware of that.