"cough cough".
dusts everywhere. will definitely come back to rant.
ahaksssss.
sorry space, i have abandoned u for such the longest time.

Brb.

 how confusing it can be when something you deem so wrong and impossible is turning out to be quite right and possible. muddled up and cautious from being too hopeful, things are coming to place quite nicely around here. dammit! there was never a clean enough slate to begin with and i pray hard it will not be a fiasco. or else, just shoot me ( Read more... )

 
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shucks.
since i returned, i have been feeling out of sorts. its taking every ounce of my energy not to get frustrated because i cannot put my finger to 'it' (whatever 'it' may be). sometimes when i just lay down on my bed, my thoughts raced through an obstacle course that spanned over a couple of years ahead of now. sometimes, it goes back in time ( Read more... )

sometimes i stare into space and scare myself this one question.

"is this all that there is?"

often it makes me wanna buy a plane ticket and fly away. most times, i'll just stare at that 10 dollar note i always keep in my wallet.

chet.

different dots move in different circles. the same dot can also move in different circles. it does not necessarily mean one is better than the other. its just a simple choice. a matter of comfort zone. right now, i can only look at a place where anything else tts behind me, does not matter anymore.

L-O-V-E. 
A four letter word, over used and under appreciated. The meaning lost in a world of online dating and texts through phones.

"chuckles"

 when you love someone, there's a pattern to the way you come together. You might not even realise it, but your bodies are choreographed: a touch on the hip, a stroke of the hair, nibbling of ears discreetly. A staccato kiss, break away, a longer one, his hand slipping under your shirt. It's a routine, but not in the boring sense of the word. It's ( Read more... )

 the thing about free will - is that you abuse it. by not using it enough. then you become an extension of your younger self, only this time, you are older and yet, non the wiser. how does that equate to being holier than other people? with all the added responsibilities, we still have time to let go completely and yet bark and hark at some who ( Read more... )

 
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GDI.