Pity ( Read more... )

i dun need YOU to tell me who i am and what i'm like. i'm having way too much fun getting to know me.

Cheerios !

 its not easy to digest the arrow coming your way and straight into your system. rather than create excuses or pull in the reins on the rebuttals, id rather help myself by ummm .. 
yea so let's try.

of muse and men..
you meet all kinds in this life ...
some will inspire you to do the wildest things
some will just be there to hug you aft you're spent

some will be your wings and take you on flights of fancy
some will be your rock and ground you to your reality

some will be your pillar of strength,

some will be your fountain of fire ...

and you,

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"garam secukup rasa"
why is it that whenever our moms give us cooking lessons, they always end with "garam secukup rasa" (salt as you wish)?
is it a gentle reminder that everything in life is to be taken with a pinch of the salt of reality; every high, every low, while you're up or down below. just a pinch though, just enough. and ( Read more... )

i talk to you, you know

i chatted, i pleaded
i joked, i cajoled, i raved, i ranted,
i mambo-jumboed prittle-prattled ramble-babbled my way
to dawn ...

thanks then, for accommodating all this while, you've been very SWEET & KIND.
much appreciated.

you don't need it but still you look for it.
you can't refuse it.
you hate it but still you seek it.
you can't go without it.
you know you're better off without it.
you know you shouldn't depend on it.
you know you shouldn't have a surfeit of it.
you know you need to find alternatives to it.

yet all that knowledge means jackshit.

all i want to do today is : HOLD BACK . i do not want this to be a repetition of several past episodes of a spurt of whatever and then a deflation SO BAD, i'd have to crawl back up from hell's basement back up to ground zero.

but if you believe in the number twenty one, twenty three, thirty three.

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Everything has been confirmed !
Yipppeeee ... Yay ....

Thanks to my lil sis, she helped me alotsss ....
Wooohoootttt .....

I'm all over the moon.

P.s : No more eh king kong bandi. There goes your 200 buckaroos.
LOL