I haven't posted in so long. I had actually forgotten about LJ. Oh well. I'll try to remember now. It's really just a journal for me anyway. I'm very excited to go back to school in January to UAH. I WILL get my English degree as well as my Philosophy degree. I'm dead set ( Read more... )

Regret is a feeling I always assumed was best left out of life in general. You cannot change the past, you can only build from it, yada yada yada. So bam! Out of no where an unavoidable amount of it hits me like a ton of bricks and being that I've always chosen not to entertain such emotions I've no idea how to deal with it. Keeping a bottle of ( Read more... )

So, not to sound too completely self-involved, but I am doing much better than when I last posted which was approximately 9 weeks ago. Explanation for it being 9 weeks ago: I went back to Huntsville for a "minute" and when I got back to Kentucky the cable was screwed up, hence the internet was screwed up. But it's back on now. (hooray! seriously, ( Read more... )

i had no idea that anyone would still bother to read any of the bull shit i bother to post. may i just say that your comments made me feel really good. just the fact that someone still cares. and i'm a huge shithead for not checking everyone else's site in such a long time. for the record, i miss all of you like crazy and thank you so much for ( Read more... )

as it turns out, i am still alive. not necessarily by choice (haha) but alive nonetheless. alive in kentucky. yes, home sick, home sick like i never knew i could be. broken like i never knew i could be. defeated. drained. denied. someone throw me a few more melodramatic adverbs, preferably beginning with the letter "d" to continue the alliteration ( Read more... )

i might have to have more surgery on my freaking mouth. that would make three in one month.

and now i'm going to go punch a bunny.

went to the doc on thursday and he's really excited about how good my mouth is healing now, so yea! only one more surgery left and he said now that i've been through these past two, this one will seem like nothing ( Read more... )

so here's a quick update. had a bone graft about two and half or three weeks ago where they cut bone from the bottom, left side of my jaw and implanted it to the front of my mouth where i'm missing a tooth and will be getting a permanent implant rather than a bridge. the reason for the bone graft (and i have no idea if i'm spelling "graft" ( Read more... )

this isn't going to be a real post. just finding out when all you yahoo's think you'll be in town for the holidays and reminding you to call me once you get into huntsville...cat, i better see you this year!

so i found out that i could cut my cable bill nearly in half by cancelling the cable tv and only having a cable modem. this seemed like a good idea. i never watch tv except for the daily show, the colbert report, and cartoon network's adult swim. and even when i do decide to watch tv other than those three things, which usually only happens when i ( Read more... )