The banana bread is in the oven and my place is flooded with its aroma. I am getting things in order and relaxing. I am thinking about which direction I would like to go at this point. For someone who claimed "I pride myself in being honest with you", it is very disappointing to discover that his honesty can be bought out. Long story ( Read more... )

Yesterday Carl failed a test. After knowing how I feel about him photographing naked women, he went ahead and confirmed a photo shoot for this morning- not knowing it was a test. I couldn't believe how he talked to me for hours and never mentioned it once. He truly is able to keep something like this from me and act nonchalant. It reminded me of ( Read more... )

 I feel like things are falling apart. Family drama is something I try to avoid but there seems to be so much of it lately. I dont want to get into it but I am beginning to feel very depressed because of a few things that have happened lately.

I want to get out of this funk. I am wondering what can I do to change how I'm feeling. I need time to ( Read more... )

So my dad has apparently paid off all my credit card debt...He got them both to settle so he saved me over $5,000. He doesnt want me to pay him back but I wont feel right about that so I will pay him little by little. Its $3,682. I feel a weight lifted off my shoulders. No more debt collectors calling me. It was my own fault; I hadn't paid my cards ( Read more... )

Okay, so how can I begin to describe how TURNED OFF I am by a certain 'friend' in my life who lacks tact, knowledge of boundaries and the filter in one's brain that is supposed to keep all rude and unnecessary comments from spewing from her mouth? I am at the point where I dread visits with this person; I cannot bring her around other people bc if ( Read more... )

So, I'm rushing to get ready for work. I help Mia get dressed, pack her snacks and water, make breakfast for her and Carl, etc. I lost my patience b/c Mia doesn't know how to listen right away when she is told to do something. She will saunter to the room, pick up the cat on the way, stop to pet him- meanwhile I need to leave in 5 minutes for work ( Read more... )

Well, it seems it's been forever since my last entry. Facebook has become a source of documenting the little things in my life, but I need to get back to where I started; spilling out thoughts, feelings, ideas and stories with words that I can look back on ( Read more... )

Okay so there are a lot of things that have happened to me: creating a fake police report in high school (don't ask); having my car break down in the worst neighborhood ever after I smoked pot with my sister-in-law (we thought we saw someone with an uzi); asking my best friend after school if my book bag looked dumb on my back because it was filled ( Read more... )

K, so I am 129.4 lbs today. For breakfast I had scrambled egg beaters, potatoes with peppers and jalapenos and water.  When I got hungry, I made myself some tea with Equal, and then worked out with Nelissa. Afterwards we had lunch..I made a salad with spinach leaves, broccoli, chickpeas, hard-boiled egg, tomatoes, mushrooms and balsamic vinagrette ( Read more... )

Okay so I need to lose about 10 lbs and I can't stop eating. I decided to keep a food journal to keep track of my food intake and maybe gain some insight as to when and where I am more prone to be a pig. (Oink ( Read more... )