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It's too quiet
Sometimes, when it's dark
When it's still
And everyone's asleep
I get the urge
At the worst possible moment
To listen to myself scream. -
Not dead yet
I still exist, LJ. I'm out here and one day I'll come back and catch up on my flist. -
What's going on?
All summer I've kind of lazed about, sleeping long hours and being generally inactive. However, I mostly felt connected and like I hung out with people enough, even though I was trying to avoid using gas. This past week I've gotten a job that has me working evenings. Without a real change in how much I hang out with friends (honestly, I only worked ( Read more... ) -
I feel lost.
I read about people traveling or having fun with their families, and I think about how I feel trapped in a bad place by joblessness and debt, how i feel guilty about spending credit instead of money. I think about the potential friendships I have and try to figure out why I'm not pursuing them. I think about how I don't want to get close to anyone ( Read more... ) -
1k miles south of fun
I want to be at Webcomics Weekeheheheheennd! *wail* -
The Letter 5 Song Meme
1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.
1. "Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger" by Daft Punk
2. "Hard Rock Hallelujah" by Lordi
3. "Hope" by Apocalyptica
4. "Heartless" by Kanye West
5. "Hand to Phone" by -
(Untitled)
I'm not happy. Though if you asked me I'd probably say something along the lines of "YES, I'M JUST FINE." I'm in college and paying for it handily, the weather's warming up here, and I'm freeloading off my folks, but I don't feel like I'm close to anyone I can be myself around. I'm in debt because of a stupid decision involving a credit card, I'm ( Read more... )
