( To Mary )

I am giving him time, because he'll realize in time that he doesn't need me. Now that he's finally come to terms with his sexual orientation and realizes that's what I was trying to help him realize, it is obvious that he has some misplaced guilt about how things ended with us. Maybe he has some insecurity over being able to find other men so he ( Read more... )

Looks like I'll be spending the start of my summer digging for ancient civilizations in Turkey.

It's also worth noting that Al's Auto Body does fantastic work.

Mary: I've been reading your book and will be sending you notes sometime next week.

This campus has a severe lack of anthropology-themed magazines. To date, there are exactly none. This has to be rectified.

I'm looking for contributions for the very first issue of Anthropos. Essays, poems, legends, articles, art, maps, photographs: Anything to do with cultural, linguistic, and biological anthropology (and yes, archaeology ( Read more... )

To: nwhitman@meridian.edu
From: jgrimm@meridian.edu
Subject: Apology.
Date: October X, 2009 ( Read more... )

i'm a monster

[OOC Note: Attempts to contact Jake for the next few days are fruitless, except for Mina. Those who show up at the door to the apartment will be told that he isn't feeling well and isn't accepting visitors. His car remains parked outside the apartment building.]

I was too hard on him. I should have controlled my temper.

I wish it was spring again.

I'm not sure what's hurting my faith in humanity more: The fact that I came out of fencing practice to find my Mustang spray-painted with gay slurs, or the fact that they spelled "faggot" wrong. There's no E in it ( Read more... )

Violence and heartache. On the one hand, it makes me sick with worry. I can handle myself fine in the event of an attack, but if I was attacked while I was with Mina If anything happened to herI won't think about that ( Read more... )

How could I have done that? How could he have let me do that? Has he been letting me since we started? Has it all been in my mind? Why didn't I see it before? Am I really so delusional as to convince myself of this sort of thing ( Read more... )