Broken hearted and torn apart... but whose fault is it.. other then my own...?

[vider_des_reves]

i think i lost him tonight.. but its my own fault... (yea i said him)... josh talked to me just now.. and told me.. a lot of stuff.. i feel horrible... and i dont have anyone to talk to.. cause no one knows... no one fuckin knows... he wouldnt even talk to me so i could apologize bout earlier.. i felt so bad once i realized how i made him feel.. i

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[rnbwdj]

You can talk to me anytime, about anything.

[tainted_crimson]

I feel really out of the loop and un-best-friended right now.

[vider_des_reves]

sry ames.. i just havent been in the mood to tell anyone anything... its not like its just a topic of discussion that just randomly pops up.. plus english is gonna kill us.. dont need anymore stress on us then what we already have right?

[tainted_crimson]

English is a stupid excuse and you should fucking well know better than to try and use it on me.

Besides. I always make time to tell you things, even if the topic doesn't come up on it's own. You should know that too. Part of the whole Best Friend deal.

[vider_des_reves]

I'm sry.. guess i havent been much of a friend.. meh.. you know me though.. im not good at opening up.. unless its finally just pushed me over the edge... i mean.. honestly i thought youd figure it out XD i mean.. who do i constantly talk bout in school?.. i know i mention him at LEAST twice a day @.@ ~_~ /sigh ..