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wow, i can't believe that i could possibly ever make it this far, i honestly didn't think i had so much will power ( Read more... )

wow, its been so long sence i have written, but i have still been ana, i haven't strayed ( Read more... )

ok im fasting to day, I had been fasting eariler this month, but i had to start and stop, GRRRR. But now I'm going to do it. And I am going to post in my journal every day, I have noticed how I tend to neglect this journal. Sorry. 2 more weeks of school, then I'm out. yeah thats going to be great, because then I can just focus on my fasting and ( Read more... )

12 week program ( Read more... )

So my fast starts in about an hour, at midnight ( Read more... )

Well i got sick as fuck yesterday and ended up having to eat to be able to take my meds. sigh. well thats ok. at least im better now. and as of noon today i'll be fasting agian. im not ashamed or angry about having to eat, which is suprising, but i did give my self permission to eat, to get better. and during my fasting i learned SO much control. ( Read more... )

today is day 13 ( Read more... )