so far today i have had ( Read more... )

i ate a little over 2,100 cal yesterday.. fuck ( Read more... )

i Was fourced to eat tonight.. i think todays total comes up to a 1,500 cal. im going to purge.. i really am.
then im going to do palities.. then sleep. and no more than 400 cal for the rest of the week. i want to die

the window is open. and the cool breeze is touching my face.. its making me feel cleansed.. i want it even more now..

haven't posted in a long ass time.. oops. dont really feel like explaining myself .. so i wont. ha ( Read more... )

so ok i guess
this is day 1 agian

ok so here is my plan ( Read more... )

so, im back in the loop. oh yeah. well what happend was that my parents found out what was going on so i got in a lot of trouble, and i stright up told them i wouldn't go to treatment. so i got grounded for a few weeks and then when i wasn't in trouble any more they told me i could do what ever i wanted to do. they didn't really think i could loose ( Read more... )

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f: 0/2 i broke my fast and ate a lot of food. *cry
w: 2/2 96 oz
e: 2/2
p: 2/2 hey
c: 2/2 i skipped school and ran around town with my friends, it was fun!
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