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Capricorn Slump
It's a dry spell for Capricorns. Capricorn women at least. We're so lonely. So abandoned. Desperate for help but with too much pride to admit it. We cry alone in our rooms when we think no one is looking. We put on a smile or a tough attitude in public. Because Capricorn women believe in strength. We see these women stuck in miserable relationships ( Read more... ) -
Yeah, I know I'm bad.
Sorry to be a traitor like everyone else, but there's people from my past I need to keep in touch with. But check it out though, it's under construction, but it's pretty pimp for the time being; lots of pictures of my new crew on my top friends' pages, too.
Find me on MySpace and be my friend!P.S. I really do miss you guys by the way. There's ( Read more... ) -
Attempting to recover from an addiction.
I am approaching Day 4 of my fast. I feel... calm. Not tranquil. Tranquil seems to have a cheerful connotation, and I'm not cheerful. But I'm calm. I was stuck someplace dark. I didn't know where I was. No walls to feel upon to help me find my way. Just rocky, slimy floor. I screamed, "Help me! Help MEEE!" tears streaming from my eyes, ( Read more... ) -
This isn't Lauren, she's in a coma right now
Today is the start of my two week fast. I must force myself to stay away from the people who have made me forget who I used to be. The real me. I've taken a lot of shit over the past week. A whole lotta shit. I'm the closest to depression that I've been in 4 years. It's tough to quit cold-turkey. Especially when it's a person you see and ( Read more... ) -
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It sometimes takes hitting rock bottom before realizing it's time to update your lj. This is what has finally happened to me. Except that I hit rock bottom, cried, got buried six feet under, wailed, then seven, screamed, then eight, lay in quiet terror, then nine came, and ten came, and eleven came, and then it just didn't matter anymore. And now ( Read more... ) -
So True.
Your name of Lauren has brought you enjoyment in working with people in circumstances in which you can organize and direct their efforts, preferably in an executive position. You are self-expressive, philanthropic, clever, and ambitious. You like to specialize in whatever you undertake. This name gives you an optimistic outlook on life. You ( Read more... ) -
Laaaaaaaaaame.
_______ totaled his car yesterday. There were two other people in the car too. They could have died. And I really wanted to come with them, too. I could have come on that road trip with them if it weren't for my mom. I could have been one of those people. Well aside from a few scratches, they're pretty much fine, but you have no idea how ( Read more... ) -
I love you.
Being social is such an addictive state. Yesterday was social overload and I haven't seen a soul today and the silence is getting to me and I'm feeling slightly depressed and that's weird. And I really feel like hanging out with people tonight. Let me buy you dinner. Yes you. And anyone else who wants to come. If not tonight, tomorrow. Or ( Read more... ) -
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Okay, I think I've posted these lyrics before. But they really speak to me. Especially right now ( Read more... )
