im back. i guess in more ways than one. who knows. watching a movie on netflix and it keeps having to rebuffer. very very obnoxious. dre is at a wedding. its been a kind of nice 2 days without him, bacheor party last night, wedding today. wonder when he'll be home.do i care? not sure....

so all bad things have been resolved and i have nothing but happiness. good things are coming my way and will continue to i'm sure of it!

i am living in a funny world of other peoples desires to destroy my life,, some fucked up asshole has decided to press false police allegations against me and harass me and my mom wit voicemails and craigslist posting. so fun. so im gonna do somethin about that. the latest of assaults left me in ocj for a day on a misd warrant that they came and ( Read more... )

im alive

what up.. i am alive...

oh my god. i just looked up that little boy i used to love in the prison system. and his picture is there now. and he has been sentenced 20 years. 20 years. i loved that boy. damn i wanna cry right now. for myself, for him, for the 20 years, for all that i knew him to be and all that i guess i didn't know. wow, i am so sad right now. as if i wasnt ( Read more... )

oh my god. i am so very very bored. i have nothing to do at work. i am on the verge of falling asleep every moment. i do not know what to do. i am soooooo tired of working. i want to leave now. i miss my retiree life. im not made for 9-5. im not made to work a boring normal job. im so annoyed!

changing life. and what does it men? i am on the edge of a volcano and i can't ever bleed. i feel as though i have a situation to take care of. something to make money, to eeo my hood boys. god how i love them. him. i'm dying thinking bout circumstances and what i couldve solved against the seeminglyh irrefetatable truth. i want my lover to be ( Read more... )

can you run my shit.. and let me know on the l... thanks...

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