i am going to shoot my neighbors dog in the face. i swear. that fucker has been barking for hours. its driving me crazy. i am feeling less than motivated today. perhaps drinking last night in celebration of my final day of laziness was not a good idea. i want to eat but i dont feel like cooking. and i dont feel like going anywhere for food. i am ( Read more... )

i do not feel like doing anything. i did leave the house today to go get chinese. had to scape off my car. ice is fun. but not really so much. i think today gets to be my last lazy day off. starting tomorrow i need to do something with my life. so, yeah, thats the plan!

so i woke up at brads. and i was very confused for a minute. i was looking at the sheets and thinking, where am i? i left my jacket at the bar. luckily it was there when i went back. cause my keys were in it. dumb ass.

my hair smells like pixie stix.... mmm...

blah. i am supposed to be going out soon. with 3 different people. i think i have decided on emily. i havent seen her in a bit. havent seen madalynn either but im sure i can talk her into the party tomorrow. i have kinda cleaned my house. it looks a *bit* better. still messy. i need a vaccuum. of course one sole item will always solve my problems. ( Read more... )

so i spent the past 2 days with timm. even if its all crashing in it seems ok if he's here. even if we just sleep and watch tv. i do have another job lead soon. hopefully it'll pan out. but it wont start for 2 weeks. i need to pay car ins. and rent b4 then. so. thats fun. not to mention all the other bills stacking up. wow. i am one hell of a lost ( Read more... )

and now.. i don't have a job.. unemployed again.. time to start drinkin! (j/k)

and the bell jar always closes in....

its kinda funny when you see people take ur life. or maybe more acurately the life you could've had. and i could've.. did i want that one? no, i wanted the next one. and i'm still pining for it and for my mistakes and for all the things that went wrong... so have your life.. steal my shit. be happy. thank god someone will...

i don't even want to get into what happened. but the gist of it is i missed work. did end up sleeping sun night. got up early too. then the bad things happened. and now i have tomorrow off. i am fucked. i should sleep...