oh my goodness. i stayed at the bar till closing tonite. only danced a few times. once with samy and 2x with juan. juan cannot dance. i led the whole time. samy can dance. of course, he's gay.. his little play thing is my new favorite boy. i adore him. so i helped blue load his things then hung out for a minute. was supposed to go eat but went home ( Read more... )

ahhh. another crazy night. i had a few beers at the bar, well maybe like 4 or 5 or 6, then went to the nasty bar down the street where i swore i would never go again. but i went. and i danced one song. i didn't even know they had music. i should be sleeping right now. but instead i am self destructing per my usual way. i need to take my meds but i ( Read more... )

well, i'll be off to another fun filled day at the bar soon. i can't figure out what to eat. eggs i guess. probably should get a move on. my body is sore. i think i'm a bit hard on myself. i have new bruises. i think i aquire a new one each day. and apparently im in high school again cause i have a hickey on my neck. thats right, a hickey. now i ( Read more... )

im pretty sure my wrist is sprained. i wore my brace most of the day. i had to make a burger and tacos. eww. i guess they were good. i wouldn't know. i had a few beers at work hoping that the salt trucks would be out. but they weren't. im sleepy. i watched tv when i got home. tomorrows going to be a long day. we have a bday party for shannon at ( Read more... )

i think my cold is getting worse. perhaps due to the extreme amount of cigs i smoke while im at work. i should try to cut back. my wrist kinda hurts bad. damn those cats and their need for food. im wondering if i should wrap it or not. maybe just wear my brace thing most of the day so i dont fuck it up more. im waiting for my boss to get here with ( Read more... )

well. my boss has my car. cause she is missing hers till tomo. so i said, hey take me home, pick me up in the morning, keep my car. who cares right? except i fell on the ice walking to the store. and now my wrist hurts. yea, another injury. and now i definately have to be ready ontime. and i forgot my charger in the car again. damn. but its not too ( Read more... )

ahh. i missed the birthday party yesterday. and seeing kaycee. but business before pleasure right? i'll be aquiring an additional job soon. part time secretarial. it should be good. and super low key. and fun. today dragged like crazy. though miguel did go and buy me enchiladas from armandos. mmm. i had leftovers from the lob but i didnt feel like ( Read more... )

i miss my life...

well, i missed the dirty show opening.. came home around 10/11ish tonite and fell asleep. guess thats what happens when i have a few drinks at work. i was hangin with a few different people. victors girlfriend came in and got mad cause i was sittin with him. i had literally just sat down. oh well, not my issue ( Read more... )

well. well. well. well. thats all i can say.