Okay, I am not one to be scared of the dark or of being left alone at night, you can even ask my mom. I used to stay home alone all the time, because you know, going out with your parents wasn't on top of a teenage girls desireable things to do list. I would stay home, watching tv with all the light in the house off no problem. Hell, I'd even ( Read more... )

So, a week ago I found out I was pregnant. Lol. I don't know what else to say ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I really wonder what it would be like to just not give a fuck. To live my life like I want to, ALL THE TIME! I want to shave my head and pierce my lip. I wan't to say "fuck you" to everyone who tries to change me or gets in my way, to everyone who tries to make me feal bad about the things I do or say ( Read more... )

So, I'm up to my head with this stupid fucking bitch. Tingala someshit. Fucking army whore. This bitch does not quit calling, and texting my man. If she had a myspace she would without a doubt bombard his page with glittery fucking comments and shit. Fuck that bitch. Today she sent him a text saying ( Read more... )

You know, there's times when for no reason, you feel nothing. I'd rather be dead than feel nothing. I'd rather jump from a building with a rope tied around my neck, doubble tie, just to make sure. I have no rrason for feeling this way. I just do. What brings me to shut people out? I sit in my living room all day, rotate between the computer and the ( Read more... )

Last night was horrible. I HATE MEXICAN CULTURE! I'm not ashamed of being Mexican, but sometimes I wish my parents weren't so godamn MEXICAN! They are so fucking stubborn! To them my wedding is not about me, it's about THEM! They don't give a fuck about what I want. Basically, my dad told me last night that if I didn't do things their way (which I' ( Read more... )

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I'm leaving to Jackson tomorrow morning! YAAAAAY! I get to finally see my baby! My Jason! I'm so happy! I can't wait! FINALLY! WOOOOOOO! Oh god! It's gonna be so great! It doesn't even matter what we do, just to be able to hold him and kiss him will be outragous! WOW! Peace out bitches I'm out to see my man!

I feel like SHIT ( Read more... )