I heard life flight the other night....it was the worst possible time for it to happen. He was having problems and I couldn't help, I had to leave and didn't want to, and I had been thinking about her all week. Then I was told a story by a close friend of mine and that made start wondering. I don't know...every year around christmas I get a little ( Read more... )

I can name all 50 states,
48 get in the way,
From me being next to you (From me being next to you)
If it were up to me,
We'd have everything we need,
You'd have me and I'd have you.
Just stay right where-
I could be anyone you want,
I'm glad I got the job.
We've got something in mind,
And I've got all this time.

I am so tired of dealing with everything. I ( Read more... )

I have thought about her a lot lately. I miss her more now then I have in a long time. I am falling in love and having sex and I have no one to talk to about it. I know that I wouldn't be afraid to talk to her about it. I was never afraid to tell her anything.

Photographs and memories, Christmas cards you sent to me
All that I have are these to ( Read more... )

I stayed with him last night. It seemed so right to be that close to him and know that he wanted me there. I can honestly say that I don't think I have ever felt like that. Like I was truly and completely wanted around. Not wanted around because he wanted this or that, but because I was Sam and that was enough. It was a great feeling. A really ( Read more... )

Pretty woman, walking down the street ( Read more... )

I got flowers and a balloon even after I told him nothing. I told him not to get me anything and all the same I get a balloon and flowers. I was so mad and at the same time so excited and happy ( Read more... )

What to do....I think I like this guy. I mean he makes me feel like I am the only one. We don't even have to touch and I can feel him staring at me, I can feel him. He kisses me and I want to just stay that way forever. He holds me close and I melt. I know that he is no where near ideal, he has a horrible record and I know that he doesn't look the ( Read more... )

When the earths treasures melt away, and the world is cold and bare. When the rain falls up instead of down, and the sun no longer hangs in the air. When the ground becomes covered in crystal ice, and the sky is nothing but a sea of fire. When climbing makes you go lower, and crawling on your knees makes you go higher. Thats when ill finally stop ( Read more... )

Why do I like him so much. I barely know him. But when I saw him yesterday it really cemented the fact that I wanted him. Its not that he is cute but he is so everything that I thought he would be. We get along most days and on the others its usually us playing around. We have only been talking since Saturday but I have heard a lot about him and he ( Read more... )

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve ( Read more... )