I'm so confused. On my life. Who I am. Where am I going? What I want? I thought I once knew who I was...

I want some MJ.

I just want answers.

I hate writing, because I just repeat myself. It's the same ol feelings. I guess I'm only human.

s'ti gnihtemos I reven thguoht. I reven dehsiw. I reven derolpxe tub won ym dnim swonk ti lla. I wonk nehw ot kaeps . nehw ton ot kaeps. tahw to hear. tahw ton ot teah. Ssim uoy dna uoy ylraelc wonk ti, tub fi I dluocog kcab I dlluow wonk thw to od, ro derolpxe dluow I? dluow wonk I eb neve erom desufnoc. nehw at kaeps. Esuaveb I evah epoh. ( Read more... )

I can't forget what other people forget. I've never felt so alone.

I wake up and cry.

I'm so scared to go to college next year. It's going to be a drastic change. Hopefully one for the better...hahaha. It's what I tell myself.

I know what I need. It doesn't mean I do it.

I should just sell my soul....It would be used more wisely.

"Penny On The Train Track ( Read more... )

yesterday was funny. dumb. and sad. and made me mad too. Toriiii is fantastic. lol She is soooo funny. thats bout it.

parts were really dsfhdklsfjdsl though. I carved pumpkins yesterday. Mine smokes.

So we took it to lincor and it's done. I lost all my pictures, and a shitload of music. Pissed is what I am. My text messaging is not broken anymore so that is a plus ( Read more... )

I love GOd so I don't want to use his name in vain.

ANwyas I fucking forgot to tlel you I won 3o fucnking dollars.i'm so aw4esome

anwyash the reason i wanted to write in this was to tell you i'm fukcing worthless.

Just another Friday night. I'm at Liz's house. She's in the living room watching friends but I'm in here on the computer ( Read more... )

That sooo freaking sucks. I don't want it to be broken anymore boooohooooo. I'm on LIz's right now. Gay. I keep hearing really weird music. I'm kinda sorta alittle bit happy right now. NOt sure why. I love life. haha. not ( Read more... )

I'm tired of it. I want to be taken care of, and protected. I feel like I'm on this long journey and it's never ending. Ever. It's so harrrrrrrrrrrrrd. Thats all I can say. I'm on my own. But I have to stick with it. With life and go through. I feel like it's all on me, and it just seems so dark. I feel so lonely. I'm so sad. I want a friend. ( Read more... )