Think me selfish, think me ignorant, call me desperate...

I want things back. I want it to go back to the way it was. I'm sick of looking for an answer, an excuse to let it go. Goodbyes are way tougher than I thought.

I guess it's best easier to say we both met each other at bad times in our lives.

Here's to not caring...


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There’s a point when the best thing you got going for you is forgetting it ever happened,
Turning back is no longer in the cards,
And coming to grips that everything is different is the hardest thing you’ll have to swallow.
The time it’s taken you to “reflect” and “gather” how you feel has expired and I don’t care to be associated with a coward any ( Read more... )

Is this right?
…Cause it doesn’t feel right.
I speak the words he wants to hear.
Artificial love.
LIES
The words I say spill out of my mouth in hopes that maybe this time if I say the “right” things it’ll last ( Read more... )

Wow, it’s been a long time since I’ve updated or been on this website. I have a lot of catching up to do. But unfortunately I don’t know where to start and I haven’t got the time to explain a lot of stuff ( Read more... )

So I finally got a job, and a fucking awesome one at that. Adrienne works at Virgin Megastore in the Ontario Mills! It’s so fun working there. I’ve been employed for about a week. I worked five days straight this past week. It’s been hectic, there’s SO much to learn. But I think I got everything down so far. Virgin hooks their employees up FAT! ( Read more... )

I’m happy. Everything is going well in my sad pathetic life. I have the best friends in the world, I’m “seeing” the best guy ever, and everything just seems to be falling into place for once in my life.

“And I say there’s trouble when everything is fine. The need to destroy things creeps up on me every time.”
-Rilo Kiley
Thursday: I saw Death ( Read more... )

Tonight I found a new LOVE for:

My new digital camera [Oh it's sassy]
"Haunted trails" at Cal Poly
Dust Off
Frat house lawns
Hugs in the cold
Warm breaths on my cold neck
Denali

Tonight I found a new HATE for:

GRASS!
The Cold [It's bittersweet]
The end of an amazing nights

( || Just a few pics I took tonight with my new digital || )

Sunday Sunday Sunday…

I had the best time with my new favorite person Bill. That night was one big spontaneous web of goodness.

To make an XTREMELY long story short, Bill and I went to Hollywood thinking we were gunna hit up 82. But when we got to the door of the club we looked at each other with second thoughts of going in. We decided to roam ( Read more... )

I fell upon something wonderful this weekend!

Tonight was the most spontaneous, craziest, greatest night I've had in a while.

And guess what?

It didn't involve alcohol, the special herb, a can of computer cleaner, OR a boy from the 323 area. *GASP*

More details later. Time to go to school.

Hollywood is lovely when it rains.

This weekend went down in my book as the best weekend I’ve had in a while.

Friday: Halloween Swim Team/Explogasm/Child Pornography show at the 51 Buckingham in Pomona ( Read more... )