I wonder why my brain does the things it does. It has been over a year now and still its still in my head, can't seem to get rid of these thoughts that infect my brain. Am I forever damned to pine and think about the so called, One that got away? I try really hard to rethink the situation, stop myself from continuing on like this. I just can't.... ( Read more... )

 Today I didnt want to wake up. The same kind of dream that haunts my sleep lately. What does it mean, am I taking the wrong path. Im over-whelmed with grief this morning. Tears fill my eyes but I cant let them run down my cheeks so I hold them back. I long to have my old life back

I changed my LJ name ages ago, add me Mercury9

Im never using LJ again, probably never again,we had a good run but :-P so if you need to contact me, please use my email Xris@brand-x-music.com FUCK LJ it sucks

...update...

Rachel Rules <3

Hey everyone ( Read more... )

Well long time no entry, felt as though as I sit and wait to leave for a day out on the town that I'd post about the life of me ( Read more... )

WE ARE STUCK IN THE HOUSE WITH NOTHING TO DO, COME PICK US UP AND TAKE US TO ENTERTAINMENT!

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RACHEL AND I HAVE REACHED THE ONE YEAR!!! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MUFFIN FACE!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! ONE YEAR MOTHER FUCKERSSSS!!! For all those who doubted...I dont think there are any but if there are....FUCK YOU!!!!

I <3 my Rasberry Almond Muffin!

I hate her cat.

BUT SHE IS GREAT!!!!

* I love my girlfriend, I had a great week with her this week and I just wanted
to say how much I care for her. I love you my Muffin!

* I finally fixed my busted virus infected computer. BOOYAH! Xris-one Virus-ZERO!

* I need money bad....any donations?