I dont know if any one actualy reads any thing that i wite up on here but it makes me feel good just be be able to write things down even if no one really cares what i write. I have just finished night shift and plann to now stay up as i have an early day tomorrow, if i go to sleep i know that ill sleep in for tomorrow and i really cant do that ( Read more... )

Well here i am sitting in the living room all by my self. Altho im happy as hell!! Sophie is in the kitchen and i love her so so much i am so happy. Me and Sophie had a little hicup about a week ago i thought i was still in love with Lucy and i told Sophie that it was over. I had a few days to think things over and i realised i was just being ( Read more... )

Well here i am 2 weeks into my relationship with Sohpie. Things are going great so far nothing seams to have gone wrong she has not wanted to run away or tell me to get away. I am really happy for the first time since Lucy. I know i keep bringing her into my entrys but she was a big part of my life. Things are going great atm ( Read more... )

Well as you can see by the date as well as the title its halloween, well almost. Most people are out enjoying themselfs, me how ever im in the flat. Too be honest im not bothered about goin out as much these days. When i do go, i go to get drunk haha. But tonight is even better (technically) Sophie is here but she is not feeling very well. i would ( Read more... )

Well i have been talkin to Lucy for the past hour or so.... i dont know what to think part of me whats her back but part of me is too scared after what she has done. I am with Sophie so its not like i can just say yes. I have also found out that i could have been a daddy to a girl... Wow my life is just great. Im happy when Im with Sophie and i ( Read more... )

Well for once i have started to truely feel happy since Lucy. I now have a girl by the name of Sophie she is amazing great to be with funny and is just so beautiful. I will not make the same mistakes this time i will not fall in love as easy and get myself hurt. I am still waiting on this breaking apart, but then again it is still early days well 2 ( Read more... )

Hello "peeps" its Ben here. Its been an interesting couple o months. Well being single has finally just got boring. I really want someone to cuddle up with and just relax aronud again someone to make me feel happy again. Is that so much to ask? Well i have started talking to a girl...... Sophie i really like this lass but then again i also like ( Read more... )

Well for the past two days have been really strange. Yesterday i was thinking about my friend Nik .... well i say friend we are also fuck buddys. and what happens, i get a txt asking if i wanted to go up and keep her "company" well i did lol. Anyways today ... well its yesterday now i was out for a drive wi Jamie like the good auld times. for some ( Read more... )

Well just as normal i have nothing but crap to write. How my life is still not full. I dont know what to say I miss my little boy I hate what his mum done to me. Taken my family my own little family is all i want.  Well if you have read these before youll know about Lucy someone i thought I could maybe have that family with. I dont know why I fell ( Read more... )

As the good old say goes fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. Well it should say fool me twice im a dumb ass!! Well Lucy did just that i thought things where going fine but one day she stayed at mine we stayed up, at 5am i feel asleep lying on her and when i woke up at 10:30am and she was gone... There was a massive txt on my O2 ( Read more... )