Well Lucy is back. We have been spending a lot of time together and I'm loving it. I know she left me for him... but thats almost over I hope. Well i started this yesterday ( Read more... )

Well this is goin to be my last post for a while i may just start a fresh by starting a new journal no point in keeping all those posts in the past (like years ago).

Well just for one last update i spoke to Lucy the other day and she never went back to sweden for a trial, she left to go back with her ex saying it was not him that beat her but a ( Read more... )

Well it is less than 24 hours till i see Lucy again. Bad thing tho as she has "done something awfull" so wants to talk face to face ( Read more... )

Well lets start on a good note. My phone came :D yay been having lots of fun with it ( Read more... )

Well its saturday morning and still no phone :( and still no word from Lucy. I have been up since half 3 i felt rough and i dont know why felt like i had been heavy drinking last night. Truth is i fell asleep about half 2 yeasterday afternoon after a night shit that i finished at 6am. I know i keep goin on about Lucy and how low i feel just now but ( Read more... )

well just need to get a few things off my chest. Laura come to my work last night to talk about Jamie, Jamie being one of my close mates and Laura being his ex girlfriend. Well i have "helped" her in the past and thought i done a pretty good job about it. Well last night she came up and moaned about Jamie, well coz i was working couldn't really ( Read more... )

Well i was just wondering for all you people that may be reading this ... Whats in your mind just now? Are you stressing over work home love or just everything? How many times do you see your loved ones? How many times do you think "ah back in the day, wish i could go back"? If so add your comments i would love to hear from you who ever you may be ( Read more... )

I have just had a message from Lucy :D she really worried about the trial coming up its on friday. I just wish that was more that i could do :( I dont like feeling helpless, useless when there is something wrong with some one i care about.

I dont like feeling useless at the best of times but this is just really bad.

B

Well today i have mostly been working YAY! ... Well while i have been at work i saw the girl i used to see. Thing is she works in one of the shops so i kinda see her almost all the time hence the reson me and her got together (so to speak) in the first place. She was telling me about this new guy and blah blah blah (he sounds like i right a**) so ( Read more... )

Well i have only an hour left of work 6pm till 6am and im listening to the 5am news DEPRESSING!!! Well nothing exiting happened as usual... Well i better put my laptop away supervisour will be back soon hehe.

Night all B