Well im sitting here at work and was just wondering, who else at the age of 23 has their own son. Who at the age of 23 does not live with their son and does nothing but work work work. Yeah fair enough i do see some of my mates but i dont go out i have my own flat car etc. I miss goin out on the piss having a laugh wi ma mates ( Read more... )

Well i wouldn't normally mind having time away from the loved ones but as Lucy is in sweden and her court case is coming up soon. I dont want her to think that i am pesstering her but i know she not feeling that great about being over there im getting really worried about her i have npot heard from her in a few days now :(

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I got up at half 5 the other day thinkin i started at 6am just to find out i never started till half 11. Well instead of hanging around i just went off and done a few things. Got a new tire for the car really needed one. i went up to take Kai's stuff back but forgot that i still had his juice so went off and bought him some more. I saw that Lez ( ( Read more... )

I finally heard from lucy today she txt me to say that she was sorry she had not been in touch an that it was crazy over there with the trial and everything. I had sent her a txt last night saying that i was worried about her and that no one had heard from her. i never put Love you at the end of it so when she did txt me back she thought i was ( Read more... )

Well im at work and its another cold night :D Im really starting to get worried about lucy tho i have tryed to call her a few times and she not answering or replying to my txt's. Its now 23:50 over in sweden so i wont call her now as i know that she is staying at her lawyers ( Read more... )

Holy crap i have just looked back on my last few posts holy crap i was young and so stupid what the hell was i talking about back then!!!!!!

I think i had made a new account due to the fact that i couldn't mind my password so i may try and remember that one soon. So people plase ignore all things writen befor 2010!!!!!

PS its my bday :D

i just needed to write things down get them outta ma head i ... i cant belive it i finally find someone that i care about i mean truely care about she makes me smile and everything lol long time since a woman has been able to do that and then she has to go back to sweden. ok it might only be for a few days but then again it might be for months on ( Read more... )

Well now there has been so much happened lately but Im so fucking tired all the time lately its unreal in fact im not goin to write on here much as I'am goin to bed well Im now working 9 - 4 which is why im so tired me an Becky broke up :( but its prob for the best as Im so close to loosin my job I wouldni be able to go an see here or anything :(  ( Read more... )

Well people i did write something last night aka sunday night before I went to bed but I didni wanna turn the PC on coz it would take forever to turn it on then off again so im writing it in now, I was drinkin at the time I wrote it so if some of it dont make sense then Im sorry but ill write it how I wrote it that night, it happens all the time ( Read more... )

You know what really sucks ... im gettin that thing where I cant sleep properly again I can only sleep when I got some one next to me I guess I just got too used to it. since 11:30am tues morning I have only had 2 an a half hours sleep. When Becky here I can get to sleep no bother an i can get up on time, I have tryed useing a pillow to cuddle into ( Read more... )