A)women are manipulative bitches. You know I myself have wondered this. I see a lot of girls get away with things they shouldn`t have just because they can. And I think to myself, I`m not like that I`m different I don`t think like that blah blah blah. But when it comes down to it, I am manipulative...err...at times. In which case I say, I hope I have never manipulated you. B)It isn't easy to quit as some may think. You can't just stop playing if you're truly addicted. It's hard to quit anything one is addicted to. I agree witht that.When I quit colorguard, it was the hardest thing I`ve ever had to do. I may have not been in love with the people but I was in love with the art. The idea of taking an inimate object and spin it and toss it and make it do spectacular things fascinated me. I loved doing it and just because I let my paranoia let the people get to me, I quit. Which is why I rejoined.. I mean who cares about what people think...I just want to learn more about an art...a sport...the only thing even semi athletic I`ve ever been
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Are you trying to get into bed with me by agreeing to all of my statements? J/k lol..
Yes, I know Rachel. It has been awhile since we've actually talked about something important. We do need to sit down and I know that you've been having problems as well and I do read them... I just don't like commenting everyday, only on certain days. Just to let you know I'm here as well for you.
...I left this public so that I may listen to your responses. I know you've a lot to say, whoever you may be. Why don't you let it go...don't keep it bottled up inside. Express yourself, I did.
This is deep... It took alot of balls to come out and let everyone know how you feel. Not many guys (other than myself ofcourse) would step up and do that. They'll only lie, only for it to turn around and bite them in the ass even harder. Alot of us are here, and you're a real cool guy man.. Dont let something like this just cause you to completely give up.
This incident has only allowed me to realize certain faults within myself and the rest of the world. If anything, it has made me more aware of my surroundings and I hope it has shed some light upon others.
Reading that made me realize a lot. I am manipulative :(. Vernon I just want you to know that I did really have feelings for you I just never did anything about it, because I knew someone would mess it up or destroy it somehow and with the people at flippers you know thats true. You may be thinking "Well then stop going to flippers" but as you said its hard to stop doing something you are already addicted to. I know it seemed as if I teased you, but please understand it wasn't teasing. I did it because I wanted to be with you but couldn't, so I couldn't help but mess around with you. Also, I am really sorry about that senior and eight-grader comment I was just messing around with you. I guess it wasn't a very nice joke but I was kidding. I was trying to make you laugh because I don't see you very much anymore and I miss seeing your smile. Vernon you are a great friend and you are probubly great as more then that. Over the time I have known you you have been nothing but nice to me. I appreciate all that you have done for me, and
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...appreciate the comment Jamie. You aren't manipulative, you just...aren't ready to be that yet,and aren't up to par for that title. I can't say much else here...but I know you're there. I could only wish that other people could come forth like you did.
Hey vernon. Im sorry how things turned out between you and me. There's one thing that concerns me. Our friendship. I dont want to lose what we might have left of it. I really liked you, but things just didnt seem to work out. I guess im just trying to say that I dont want our past to get in the way of a good friendship because friends are much more then arguements and relationships. I remember the random convos we use to have... like the one about "Apples"... I miss those. :/ And when we use to stay up late just to talk to each other. Thanks to you, part of me was reborn. And I truly appreciate that... I hope you feel the same, call me anytime. If you want that is. :/
....is this Yaritza? Or maybe one of the many people you let update? Lol...yeah I'm pretty sure we can establish some type of friendly talk..or something like that. Can't explain it, but w/e. I'll take you up on that call, but don't wait by the phone, its very rare that I call others. I informed you and your cousin about this awhile ago ^_^.
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You know I myself have wondered this. I see a lot of girls get away with things they shouldn`t have just because they can. And I think to myself, I`m not like that I`m different I don`t think like that blah blah blah. But when it comes down to it, I am manipulative...err...at times. In which case I say, I hope I have never manipulated you.
B)It isn't easy to quit as some may think. You can't just stop playing if you're truly addicted. It's hard to quit anything one is addicted to. I agree witht that.When I quit colorguard, it was the hardest thing I`ve ever had to do. I may have not been in love with the people but I was in love with the art. The idea of taking an inimate object and spin it and toss it and make it do spectacular things fascinated me. I loved doing it and just because I let my paranoia let the people get to me, I quit. Which is why I rejoined.. I mean who cares about what people think...I just want to learn more about an art...a sport...the only thing even semi athletic I`ve ever been ( ... )
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Yes, I know Rachel. It has been awhile since we've actually talked about something important. We do need to sit down and I know that you've been having problems as well and I do read them... I just don't like commenting everyday, only on certain days. Just to let you know I'm here as well for you.
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