i wish i knew why this kept happening to me.

life sucks.

so taking a break was not as simple as a i thought.
i want to curl into a ball and die right now if i don't throw up from crying too much first :(

hi!
so, i need to start going out more.
i have been turning into my old high school self and it's really bad
im becoming wicked antisocial and scared of people again, i am always unhappy and anxious too
it friggan sucks

i can't wait to go to the hypnotist to lose weight i just sure hope it workssss

ok i'm done =]

so last night i basically had a breakdown in public. got wicked upset didn't want to talk, almost cried and i secluded myself from everyone ( Read more... )

i feel like i can't stick to anything
blah :-/
i need help so bad

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i wonder if i started to keep a list of everything i ate on this if it would help me to lose weight.
and write down when i exercised. since tracy is the only one that reads this anyways i won't have to worry about boring anyone to death lol

okay. i need help.
i don't know what to do anymore.
nothing is going right. all i want is to succeed and its not happening.
no matter what i do.
i can't lose weight, i can't find a job, i can't be happy, i can't save money.
help.

i finally give up.