i started a blog about planning my trip to europe this summer

http://honeycrackers.wordpress.com/

come by and visit :)

more than anything else right now, i really just want someone to love me.

i sometimes have these flashes of inspiration where i feel like writing here. not just some bullshit cryptic five word entry, but something with actual substance ( Read more... )

when i spend too much time on my own i begin to unravel.

i want to

scream
punch things
break stuff
hurt myself
hurt you

just be myself again.

our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance,
where nobody leads at all.

its over.

mom: do we have anything salty?
me: nuts?
mom: why'd you look at your father just then?

later...

dad: *sniffles*
mom: [insert dad's name here] do you need a good blow?

i will go to the gym at least twice this week. i will go to the gym at least twice this week. i will go to the gym at least twice this week.

so drinking my tea black is not nearly as bad as i had imagined it to be. i was also off school all last week for reading week, so i don't think i actually consumed as much tea as i usually would... but i will persevere ( Read more... )

i had considered starting a new live journal for this, but that just seemed silly given the lack of action this journal's seen lately. i read recently (in people magazine of all places) about how small changes to your diet and lifestyle can have a significant effect on your weight. while i'm all for seeing the number on the scale drop, i'm more ( Read more... )