I want to be selfish for once. Can someone tell me how to be selfish ( Read more... )

I want to cry, crawl into my bed and not come out until I can gain control of whatever body I have left! When will that be? When will I feel me, and not some fat piece of lard ass that controls my every move ( Read more... )

1/2 crepe: 60
coffee: 15
Cherry toms: 10
1/2 crepe: 60
grapes: 40
salad tiny: 15
1/2 rice cake: 17
blueberries:20
Total: 237

Not too bad, I'm done for the day...hopefully, If I have anything else it will be fruit or Jello, so I won't go over 300!

Again, I just need to get over this plateau! I'm doing pretty well with my planning. Yesterday I stayed under 400, today I'm going to try to stay under 200, then Sat. I'm going to lunch so that will be my 600 day ( Read more... )

Ok I give up. Well not really give up, I just don't want to follow ABC religiously anymore, it makes me moody...so I am just going to plan out my day the night before and set an attainable (but challenging) goal for the day ahead... I'm tired of having panic attacks when my plans change during the week...so, for now, that's the plan. I'm sure it ( Read more... )

1. 35/500... 111
2. 455/500... 107
3. 295/300... 105
4. 400/400...105
5. 800/100...106 bleh! I fucked up!!
6. 0/200 so far...107

FML. Working out lots today to make up for my mess yesterday, I don't know what got into me but this happens every 5 or 6 days...it sucks, so I'm out of the challenge, but I think I will keep going on ABC anyways.

1. 35/500... 111 ( Read more... )

Well I was at the lake this weekend and didn't weigh myself this morning...and I only weigh myself in the mornings so we are going to go with yesterday's weight...but I have been following ABC to the T and I feel great. I'm not even hungry anymore but it's getting harder and harder to eat less in front of people, I keep using the same excuses...I ( Read more... )

1. 35/500... 111 ( Read more... )

Ok here's my update

1. 35/500 111
2. ?/500 107

So far today I have had an egg white, blueberries, and yogurt....100. That's all I plan to have until dinner. I am also going to the gym and bike riding...

It's going to be a good day.
Stay strong!