Ugh... the end of the semester always is... annoying. Usually, this is the point where my procrastinating catches up with me, and I have to write 42 things before next Wednesday. Amazingly enough, this is still true! But nothing's late yet, so there's that being useful. I just have to work like a madman over the next couple of days. And by next ( Read more... )

It's been quite a while since I've posted in here. I feel like I should give a quick update, in case there's someone on here who hasn't already heard this news, before I try to force myself back into the habit of posting my innermost secrets for the void to see. So, here goes ( Read more... )

You know... posting these things at four in the morning, when I'm feeling sleep deprived but not quite tired enough to sleep is probably a bad idea. But then again, it seems to be the only time in the past three months when I've gotten up the willpower to actually post. To think... I started this thinking I'd update Daily... but then again, there's ( Read more... )

Today, I was reminded why I love my parents so much. I don't argue with my parents very often, so today was off to a bad start when I did so almost immediately. The topic we argued about doesn't really matter, just that we did, and we were both a bit right. The thing that reminded me so much that I love my mom, though, is that after a while... she ( Read more... )

So... Life has been pretty interesting lately. I just finished up this semester, and now I have to worry about another. Honestly, I don't even know what classes I'll be taking... and I've got to finish registering for it soon. I'm also planning on moving into the dorms, since that's going to happen sooner or later... and I'd rather sooner, if I ( Read more... )

Why the hell do I have to keep such a tight hold on my emotions? Why can't I ever manage to say what I really feel, at least not when it seems to matter? I just so damned used to holding everything inside... and I don't even know why I bother with it. Am I that scared of the reaction? Or is it just because it's a habit, and it's easier to keep it ( Read more... )

What can I say? Life's been both good and bad to me lately. I want to complain, but really, the only thing I have to complain about is that I always end up caring too much. Whether it's about other people's problems, or just caring for someone else too much, I invest myself too much... and usually end up, if not hurt because of it, at least drained ( Read more... )

Recently, I've been feeling like I'm on a roller coaster of emotions. I don't know where I am, or where I'm going, but the ride has been strange enough by far. Part of that, of course, is because I'm getting answers I'm not expecting. I know what to do with a straight up no. I would be surprised, but able to deal with an unconditional yes. But when ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a long time since I've actually bothered to do one of my silly writing exercises... so I feel like starting one up here. For those unaware, the basic premise is that I shuffle through my ipod/music player, and write about whatever songs come up while they're playing. I always find it an interesting look into my psyche, or at least a ( Read more... )

Ugh... I'm frustrating myself too much lately. I've been stressing myself out, and I'm not entirely sure how to stop. Usually my answer would be to get away from the source of the frustration/stress, but... since the frustration is mostly my fault, and the person who's causing it probably isn't even aware they're causing it, it seems unfair to ( Read more... )