why i ask? i try and be nice to people. i do. i mean, shit i can't tell you how many times i go and buy alcohol for people when i know they AND myself could get in aLOT of trouble. I do stupid illegal things that could be very bad. I try and help people and make what little time i have nice. My car's broken down again. Oh wow look if you're ( Read more... )

(NOT MY WORK, someone elses) but cool none the less ( Read more... )

thursday evening was a blast. went out to new orleans and acted a total fool. walked all about and did absolutly nothing. got really drunk cause i was extremely depressed and wandered about the city trying to shake it all off. On the way back to the car we were jumping around hitting lights and stuff and the rent-a-cop stopped us and harassed ( Read more... )

i wait and wonder at what will come ( Read more... )

Draco7369 [7:29 P.M.]: and the thought that i ruined perfection doesn't make it any better either ( Read more... )

Sigh ( Read more... )

blake called, he's a really interesting character in the story, i wonder how things will go with that friendship. I wonder how anyone can deal with me, although reciently the depression has been getting more and more under control. Sammy won't stop calling asking me for crap i don't have to give her! I'm so fed up with her and all her shit. I ( Read more... )

the winds of time cloud our mind ( Read more... )

so many words that are masked ( Read more... )

anyone else remember that show? I do, i used to babysit these little kids that had all those shows on tape... craziness absolute craziness. No no wait, nowadays on channel 105 or one of those channels near by there's a show called Oobi. Now this show is only a hand moving like a mouth, with two plastic eyes sitting on the middle finger so it ( Read more... )