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car maintenance
Oil and filter change 122,800 -
My last night with Sarah
I tried to figure the date: April 4 is my best guess ( Read more... ) -
It hurts me to my soul
She shot herself in the head. On purpose, naked and make up done in the bed of her trailer. This girl, I had been training her for about a month and half, this girl I barely knew before then. I couldn't tell you why exactly, though I could make some educated guesses. I knew she had problems, frustrations, was dealing with depression issues. ( Read more... ) -
tonight's game
I refereed a premier men's game tonight. That would be the top amateurs in the state (no pros here, no pro league). My lack of fitness was actually noticeable at several moments. Noticeable to me, my crew, and the players. Soccer has ceased to be my priority, and it shows. Yes, I still did a good job on a challenging game. But I don't really ( Read more... ) -
troubles and changes
The ref thing has achieved a new level of political bullshit. I said something unfavorable about the coaching staff of the D1 women's program, in earshot of or to a player on that squad during a tournament the first week of Feb. Player spoke to coach. Coach chewed out the college assignor (who has his nose so far up coach's as that all he sees ( Read more... ) -
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So, I've been invited to go to u7-u8 ref training seminar, thingy ( Read more... ) -
lyrics I feel
Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds
Slow goes the night (on Tender Prey)
Lover, lover, goodbye
So slowly goes the night
I trace the print of your body with my hand
Like the map of some forbidden land
I trace the ghosts of your bones
With my trembling hand
Dark is my night
But darker is my day yeah
I must've been blind
Out of my mind
Not to read the warning signs
How ( Read more... ) -
bought a guitar today
Bought a Fender Starcaster with a 10 amp (read practice amp) for $100. I wouldn't say I'm excited about it...but it does make me feel kinda cool... -
thoughts on assignments
I can recall in past seasons, even as recently as last year, seeing someone else's name in the center for most intensely demanding/challenging/exciting matches and thinking "Why didn't I get that assignment." Today, I was looking at my assignments for next few days, and saw that I have one of those highest quality / highest intensity center ( Read more... )