Is it possible
For a narcissist
To hate themself

Maybe existing would be easier
If i didnt believe in myself
If i thought i wasnt worth the time
If i didnt think i was worth loving
Wasn't worth a chance
Maybe i wouldn't feel this way
A blessing and a curse
I know I'm worth it
Why don't you

Im aware
All of this
All these words
These ideas
Hopes
Dreams
Ideolgies
Gestures
Disguises
Excuses
All of this
Is unhealthy

Remember folks
Love is not a trophy
Just because you worked hard to earn it
Doesnt mean you'll have it forever
Wake up every day
And prove your worth it
By showing them
They are worth it
You may be champ today
But you could be a chump tomorrow

Yeah i still listen to the playlist you made for me ( Read more... )

Its 3am
Im 2000 miles from home
And all i can think about
Is how i saw a girl
That had your haircut
And how the sight of her
Made my palms sweat

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I spent most of my life saying
Oh i wish i could do that
Until i recently realized
I was the only one
Stopping myself

I let the flame burn
In the lantern in the window
Hoping your lost heart would see it
Find its beacon back home
Like all fires unattended
All it did
Was burn this house down

Often times i find myself
Day dreaming about being in love
Somehow it cheers me up
Then i remember that love
Is a loaded word
And it comes with a ton of
Bullshit and heartache
I think ill keep pretending im in love
Even if its just my imagination
That way i can leave out
All the nonsense