Take my hand
I'll blindly guide you
To territories unknown
In an age of curiosities
Ill proudly walk with you
On unbeaten paths
For fear is overpowering
But together
We shall conquer the world

Ive been recently informed
You've taken all my pictures down
It only took a year and a half
I wonder how that felt
Did it bring up joyful memories
Or pain
Did you shed a tear
Or sigh of relief
Is this you
Finally letting go?

I may not be happy
Per se
But at least im not
Drinking alone
At home
In the dark
Listening to Elliot Smith
Kinda sad

Im still not used to you not being around anymore
The way you used to greet me at the door
And lay on my chest when i gamed
How youd wake me up in the middle of the nite
When we'd stare at the traffic out of window
I just want to see my cat

I just want to see my cat again.

Far from perfect
Was
Perfect for me

All i did
Was find a job
That pays my bills
And supports my drinking habit

Towards the end of things
I had begun telling myself
That i didnt love you
I wasnt sure if i ever did
I felt the end coming
Little did i know
It was all my own undoing
Man, was i wrong

At the bar
Drink in hand
On the tv
Breakfast at tiffanys
In my head
Anxiety

The worst part of growing old
Is the pain that comes from
Comparing every first in your life
And the pure joy those moments brought
To what you have now
Then realizing the fact that
Firsts become more and more rare
While lasts become more prevalent