I tied a noose around my neck
Ya know, to keep my chin up.

Every nite
I lay in bed
And before i close my eyes
I tell myself
It's ok
You can do this

It's been over a year without you
And all I've learned
Is how nothing will be the same
How I cant recognize my highest highs
But I sure feel my lowest lows
Ive left the vacancy light for my heart on
But all the guests have left it a mess
You can't be replaced
I'm sick of trying

I still grind my teeth
The wear is beginning to show in my smile
I'm lucky i dont smile much anymore
I still grind my teeth
When i think of you, and hows things are
The wish that things were different, no longer there
I still grind my teeth
Now for new reasons
Reasons you arent even a part of
I grind my teeth
You could still hear it
If you ever

Stuck
At a stand still
Having a hard time making progress
Because I refuse to do anything
Unless I know
Its better than
Whatever you have going on

Letting go does not mean
Giving up
Giving up does not mean
Letting go

One of these days
I will finally understand
The difference between
What i want
And
What i need

I'm positive ( Read more... )

And out of the blue
Like a knife in the back
You creeped inside my head
I haven't seen your face in months
But now i remember the sound
Of your voice
To make matters worse
It keeps repeating phrases of sadness and disappointment
Please
Shut up

Spent 3 years
With a gypsy
Now 3 weeks
Is the longest
Anyone can keep
Interest in me