vanessa is the coolest chick ever. :) i lover her, very, very much. she is a VERY specialperson. a once in a lifetime perzsson. vanessa is SPECIAL.

shanna, if you read this, you TOTALLY need to call me. i was about to call you, but then realised that a drop of water had fallen right in the midst of where your number was written.

you know what i mean.

if you read this, CALL ME. and if no one answers, leave a message with your number. SERIOUSLY.

you know what i mean.

happy birthday to me! :D i'm having a party! aaaaannnnnnd...brodie just showed up so i gotta go.

oh, also, viscera_lace is the coolest chick EVAR.

:D

i got a call maybe 15-20 minutes ago. from a girl...the name sounded like vanessa (viscera_lace, who is coming to visit this weekend), so i thought it was her because i left her a message on AIM earlier asking her to call or IM me and let me know when she was coming. i asked the girl on the phone when she was coming, and she said, "i dunno", and i mentioned a ( Read more... )

birthday party. my place. saturday. be there AND be square. specific times to follow. comment/IM/call me for more info.

in other news, it takes a real man to write a song about his mother. *loves tupac*

y'know, i feel like i have alot to say, but...it's not coming out. so if i think of anything, then i'll edit or re-update. until then.

appointment went ok. it was basically, "*poke* oh, that's big. yeah, it's gonna have to come out." surgery scheduled for january 21st. good thing: new doctor isn't a fuckwad like the other two i worked with...he says that, if it's possible, he's gonna try to cut the growth away from my ovary instead of taking the whole thing out (although he may ( Read more... )

appointment with cancer doctor today.

so nervous.

oh so very nervous.

i am fucking livid.

but i am not going to think about it.

i am going to drink myself into a stupor.

and possibly smoke a little somethinsomethin.

in other news, if i have another bad dream, then i'm going to....i dunno. i'm really tired. i want a good night sleep. for fucking once.

well, some of the good news is that i got the loan from key bank for school, so that's totally out of the way. fabulous. some of the bad news is that school has be be paid for by the 4th, or i'm automatically deregistered. not like i'm registered for classes right now. i only got the loan a few days ago, and i have been busy. before that, i was ( Read more... )

so, christmas was mostly ok. it was good to spend time with my family and all that stuff. even my grandma wasn't terrible. but i feel as though i ate my words from my previous entry.

( prepare yourself for a sister rant. )