Ugh tipsy again. I don't want to say drunk as I can still play Heros of the Storm without issue, but saw Dhual here at the con. Sigh. I don't know. With Shadow not here this year, I am thinking of just driving home ( Read more... )

What do you do if you have nothing? No relationship, but no real hardship. No fantastic adventure, but no want for such ( Read more... )

Furry fiesta! Sigh. Missed registration so I don't have a badge. Just hanging out at the bar. It took alot of effort for me to get here though. Kept wanting to run away. I thought ( Read more... )

I miss live journal. Alot of the people I talked with are gone. Most people don't post here anymore. Sure it was a drama fest, with most posts about winy people about "oh my dad died, oh my step-dad committed suicide" posts. Still, its better than Facebook. At-least I can post that stuff here. In Facebook, everything has to be "Everything is ( Read more... )

Well if anyone is going to Texas Furry festa I got a room. Only a king bed. God damnit ( Read more... )

Sigh. Rodney, my cousin passed this last Friday. He was born 3 years earlier than me ( Read more... )

I am here watching my grandmother. So many things happen this last year. Dad died and his dad too, though we were expecting that last one.

Strange, when I go back on my posts I realize that this is a first time I haven't drunk posted. Don't know feel kind of retrospective. Right now I have been at grandma's for the past week because she had ( Read more... )

So. I am drunk. Either I drive somewhere outside of Texas or I go home and cry.

Anyone want a visit from a depressed 37 year old lonely sunburned furry?

Galveston hasn't been so good on my white nerdy skin.

Here I am at Furry Festa.  Its sad but good?   Its an odd feeling.  You can see the loanlesness in some peoples eyes.  On the sides, sitting  by themselves, just wating for someone to talk to.  I can barily do that and only once I have a few drinks in me, I have the confidance to say "Fuck it, let me talk to that person ( Read more... )

So here I am, Saturday on Pax South.  Somewhat different than the furry cons I have been to.  Normally there is on bar where everyone hangs out, here there are many all around.

The day was fine just kind of crashed at night.  I was nice and tipsy and was walking around.  It just kind of got me depressed how it seemed like every girl had a guy and ( Read more... )