i like kristina, she's everything i could ever ask for and so much more. i hope i can see her sometime soon, i don't really like going days without seeing her, but if i must, i will. the new underoath album is amazing, simply amazing. this is one cd that'll help anyone get through tough times, the music is very emotional and the lyrics are ( Read more... )

i worked 10-4, was really looking forward to getting my car back after, but of course, it's not ready. the part they needed hasn't come in yet, so maybe tomorrow, but no guarantee. then, they said that may not even be the only thing wrong, so i have no idea when i'm getting my car back, this sucks really really bad. i can't do anything without ( Read more... )

today i slept a lot, took my car to the shop to find out that they needed to rebuild the starter, so i'm hopefully getting it back tomorrow. then andrew quit the band, so we're looking for a new drummer, i'm glad he left, we'll be better without him. i went to see kristina at her work tonight because seeing her just makes everything better. i ( Read more... )

last night i was driving home from kristina's and went to cross the bridge and failed to notice the entire thing was under water. my car got within two feet of the other side before it shut down. now i don't have a car for atleast today, it'll hopefully be fixed by later this afternoon. as much as that sucks, and i'm praying that everything ( Read more... )

i worked 10-4 today, didn't really accomplish anything. oh, i downloaded the entire new underoath album, it's really amazing. the last song on the album honestly made me cry the first time i heard it, it's a pretty powerful song. i'm now off all day monday and tuesday, so that's always good. tomorrow we have band practice, i'm really looking ( Read more... )

i was able to spend time with kristina tonight, we walked her neighbor's dogs, and then went back to her house to watch Monsters Inc. awesome awesome movie, very funny, recommend it to your friends. wow, it was just an awesome night, i'm still on cloud nine, i can't really write clearly. when i was getting ready to leave we hugged for a long ( Read more... )

i got my car today, worked 4 hours, and went to circuit city to hear that a cd player cannot be installed into my car. after going to the saab dealership i was told that i can get a 6 disc cd changer installed in the back of my car, so i believe i'm going to do that. i made a mix tape, consisting of: our lady peace, a perfect circle, silverchair ( Read more... )

i was supposed to have a jeff and kristina day today, though it didn't work out that way. hopefully we can hang out this weekend, if not, maybe someother week. i really hope things don't slowly fade away, i'm afraid that's what's going to happen. it seems almost all of my relationships end before they ever really begin. i don't want this to end ( Read more... )

i need to know something matters, that these petty little poems and songs mean something to someone. i could sit here and write all night long and still feel as though no one is really listening. perhaps everything good fades, but i hope this never does. i'm so afraid of feeling so much for someone that i'm not really sure what to do, but i'm ( Read more... )

i worked my third 7 hour shift in a row today, that's almost as much fun as suicide, almost. the only thing in my week that i've been looking forward to is hanging out with kristina tomorrow. now i hear that my brother is having friends over which = no basement, and my parents are inviting people over which = lots of noise. all of which makes ( Read more... )