i miss having that best friend i could always turn to, the only person who understood what i was saying before the words fell from my lips. someone i could call at 2 am and not worry about bothering them. the only person that i felt truly knew who i was, and knew me better than anyone else. i could sit and talk to them for hours or merely just ( Read more... )

I had the whole world in my hands, but i gave it away.

you're not everything, you're not everything

yesterday kristina brought over a giant cardboard Monsters Inc. poster, it's soo huge, i love it. she put it together in my basement, it almost reaches the ceiling. then we went to the park across the street, swung on the retard swings, and played on the slides. it was a lot of fun. i love talking to her, she amazes me everytime we spend time ( Read more... )

we played our show, came in 2nd. had 32 votes, winning band had 33, kindof sucks. but we did much better than i thought we would, people actually seem to somewhat like our music, that gives me a little hope that it's not all in vain. kristina stopped by after we played our set, it was good seeing her. she seemed sad, which is something i don't ( Read more... )

tomorrow, everyone needs to come to the battle of the bands, come out and show some support. it'll be a lot of fun, if all else fails, come out and make fun of us. just vote for us to win!! anyone who shows up and votes for us, will receive a giant hug, so don't let that offer pass you by (guys need not apply)though voting for us would still be

what I need and what I believe are worlds apart

i always find myself checking my e-mail over and over in hopes that perhaps she wrote me something, one word can make me smile. i wish i could make her smile and never feel sadness, she deserves so much, i just wish she knew how amazing she was. i saw the substitute that likes her, he appeared extremely cocky, maybe i'm wrong though. it was ( Read more... )

the band concert was really good, and man, kristina looked beautiful.

http://www.purevolume.com/elegantsilhouette go now and listen to the song, come back and let me know what you think. even if it sucks. let's see who my real friends are . . .

today is a new day and i hope everything goes well. i apologize for feeling bad yesterday, i had no real reason. i finished the music of the new song i've been working on. i really hope to find a girl who will sing backup with me, i think it would be awesome. *hint hint kristina*. tonight is the concert at boonsboro, i'm sure it'll be really ( Read more... )