Words are inadequate to convey some feelings, and yet, words are all I'm left with ( Read more... )

Not even a week, and already a day off. Too many 'things' to get situated, like vehicle registration, old payments gone missing, new payments late. Spent 4 hours on the phone so far, and doodled.

searching for something ( Read more... )

Good conversations at 4am keep you going ( Read more... )

I realized today that I won't be able to go to Sierra Vista next Friday. It's the 5th, my mom's birthday. I'll still go on Saturday, but it somehow feels wrong.
Sad attempt at recompense:

Now soft and unfocussed, I miss those eyes of blue ( Read more... )

So far, I'm liking the new job. No time whatsoever to ease in, as they had me out in the field as soon as all my paperwork was finished. I love what I do, and as long as I'm doing the things I'm good at, it's a great feeling ( Read more... )

I start work Thursday at 8:30. How's that for fast? I ended up doing good, found a firm that is willing to put in writing what it wants, what it expects, and what it will offer. But, it is corporate style. Meaning, no more wandering in at ten-ish and making it up by working late or on weekends. Probably have to notch up the wardrobe a bit as ( Read more... )

Gods, so nervous, so sick to my stomach right now. I have 2 definate job offers, neither exactly what I want, but maybe not too bad, and one I'm waiting still to hear on, that I would prefer - maybe. But, I have to let them know within 3 hours. I guess on the bright side, I will have a job by the end of today, but I'll also have turned down some ( Read more... )

I should be feeling pretty pleased right about now. Justified, maybe the correct term. After all, I believe strongly in Karma. In the end, we all get what we truly deserve. To see one who had given you pain villified and brought low should give you a sense of satisfaction, shouldn't it? Or is that spite? Whatever it is, it creates a cold, ( Read more... )

So, one day on Monster and I get 4 calls about jobs. One of them for 2 different ones, even. Got interviews all week now ( Read more... )

I beat my game finally, and now am aimless. Actually applied for several jobs, but it takes a while to hear back, usually. Waiting is probably one of the most awfulest of pasttimes. In the meantime, I am just...there ( Read more... )