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( i was happier than love is )

i dont know whats going on ( Read more... )

there is this lavender bush around the edge of our porch. when it rains these tiny yellow birds come and fly around it, stopping on tufts, jumping from stem to stem. i dont know where they come from. i have never seen them anywhere else in santa barbara at anytime of the year in any weather.
then only come in the rain.

this was a good weekend.
a really good weekend.
boring.

basically it was all rain
and love
and friends
and bridget
and lance
and lord of the rings
and comfort.

( kick out like me )

LJmx37: oh wait ya i made that at school. sorry i just woke up and im not thinking yet ( Read more... )

by now you should have somehow realized what you gotta do ( Read more... )

there is the funniest cloud outside it looks like a bumpy caterpillar or a crap and it is moving fast and colored the most beautiful dark blue.

thank you.

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i am going to the david FUCKING bowie show on april FUCKING 19th at the santa barbara FUCKING bowl with beautiful FUCKING daniel and pyper. do you think i can breathe?

annnd i officially have a ticket for coachella. just depends on whether or not my people can go or not. we will see. but i need this.

i have been deprived of music
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today after school it didnt feel right to go home. so i didnt. it started out as a stalking session, but suddenly i didnt know where i was. kcsb rap going i found myself, east mountain drive, deep, in the rain and the mist. this is the place to go to think, to drive, or to see something excruciatingly beautiful. the curtain of mist dividing me from ( Read more... )