earlier ( Read more... )

i hate when my journal malfunctions like this! its being a poo head.

all i want to do is sleep
but my mind wont let me
my soul is tired, ready, willing
but my head is fighting
pinching
yelling
screaming for more
i cant take it much longer
just tear me apart.i cant say much about today ( Read more... )

the wind today was crazy to the max ( Read more... )

i am becoming so hormonally imbalanced its ridiculous.

i just spent about 15 minutes sobbing uncontrollably while talking to people on AIM for no reason whatsoever.

god im an idiot.

and i realized that i like the way my eyes look when i cry

god, if only! and hell no! and yes!

did i mention that i saw austin shea today?
i dont know why he was at school...
here to stay?
i was actually not as spazed out as i thought i'd be.

( <3 )

can someone interpret this for me ( Read more... )

screw the superbowl
the truth about cats and dogs was on!

i love that movie and i cried and it felt really really good.

watch it and you'll know why

letting someone have space is intresting. easy, hard, everything all over.

so tody was fabulous. last nigth after along came polly, and some other noneventful things i had a horrible sleep filled w/ too active dreams and confusion.

but today
was great.

we played indcredibly, and got 2nd, losing only to a really goood team ( Read more... )

i have become the person that everyone wants to tell their problems to.

and i am mesmerized by this

because i never have anything useful to say

but i love to listen...
so maybe its something that is coming off of me?
ehh.
but call me up.
because id love to hear it.
even though i feel a bit heavy...

ahh my aching veins ( Read more... )