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i'm posting, so that means i'm bitching, lol.
Pride is here, dear reader, and once again, the holy texts demand we take stock of our lives. What does it mean to be gay to me, in this 11th (10th?) year of the new millennium? To me, we are on the cusp of the great leap forward towards irrevocable banality and normalcy. There’s really no way to know whether the Queens who kicked off this ( Read more... ) -
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life updates:
kitho and i are still together. we had it out over xmas, said some things that needed to be said, and for some reason, he just started being sweet to me again. perhaps he just needed to be heard? i dunno, but on the whole, it feels like there's a renewed current of something flowing between us again ( Read more... ) -
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i am profoundly sad.
i do not want this.
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i find myself back in the same goddamned situation i was in 4 years ago; i have to be around the guy who dumped me and hold it together like nothing's wrong or changed. i don't believe, at some level, that this is a permanent breakup, but he seems pretty resolute that he feels absolutely nothing romantic toward me. he also feels pretty confident ( Read more... ) -
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i don't think kitho and i are going to make it. i want to cry and make it better, but the truth is, i don't know how much i want it vs. how scared i am to be without him ( Read more... ) -
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today, a bird randomly shit on my shoulder. that pretty well sums up my life right now ( Read more... ) -
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law school is going great; i couldn't be happier, actually. however, this post is not about school because i have found that my sanity means having some separation of thoughts between school and not-school, lol. so i'm going to write about my frustrations with president obama/the dems vis-a-vis the recently (as in like 2 hours) announced ruling ( Read more... ) -
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well, journal, it's been a long time, and a long time coming ( Read more... ) -
this is a bipolar blog
so here's the funny thing about that last LJ entry: it's like a UN resolution. it's a promise that's been made, but who knows when it will actually happen. not any time soon, if you're the betting kind ( Read more... ) -
yeah, about that...
i laid it all on the line, gave my best sales pitch, and even shed a few tears.
it worked!
we are louisville bound, and i'm going to Tiffany in search of the perfect little blue box.