So they were giving out a lot of free stuff today in corey to celebrate the grand opening of the campus corner. totally made my day.

I have a real problem with weed. I hate it so much. Just the thought of it. So much in fact that one of my friends said something about how fun it would be to watch a certain movie stoned and everyone else all laughed and agreed, and i was in a pissed off mood the rest of the night. I dont know why Im like this. All I know is that when people start ( Read more... )

Wow. So I was just about to update my journal, but instead I ended up reading through all the entries Ive written since Ive come to Cortland and it was really sad. The fact of the matter is I enjoy it here, I feel like I made the right decision, and despite the depression of all my entries, I am NOT suicidal haha. I guess I just get to thinking too ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night and I met the most beautiful amazing girl. We instantly had feelings for each other and within 5 minutes were holding hands and planning our first date. Then I woke up ( Read more... )

I dont really feel like doing anything but laying in bed and reading books. I keep thinking the next day Ill want to do something, but I never really do.

strange how easy it was to keep the high school friends that mattered, and how easy it was to forget about the ones that didn't.

There are still plenty I need to see that matter to me.

oh yea...thats why i wanted to get out of here so badly...

I miss Bepe. Hes definitley my hero. I think I judge a lot of my actions on whether or not I think it would make him proud of me. Hes by far the greatest and most inspirational and motivational person thats ever been in my life....and the greatest part is that there are probably dozens of others that could say the same. He was the epitome of a ( Read more... )

so ive discovered the saying life isnt fair is very true. people that take the easy way out often prosper, while those staying true to themselves often suffer ( Read more... )

For some reason Im really drawn to Christian music. ...weird. maybe ill end up being religious one day after all.